Nehnah

This One Horse, with golden heart, has cought a piece of my heart.

Nehnah, first time i met her, she was a grey, tangled and dirty young filly, she grew up and the next time i saw her she was still grey and her mane was tangled, she was Nervous, and tense.

Then i got to train and take care of her for about 2 years, she got muscled, her long grey furr, turned short, shiny and white, her tangled mane became well groomed and long.

She came to be a horse with a great inner calm, she was full off harmony and peace.
Even though of course as a mare, she had her days when she was no so peacefull, but she never did anything wild or reckless, she didnt buck, when she tried too, it felt like doing lead changes.
She was a calm, easy going horse, she was loyal and very clever.

I remember when i tought her "Piaff" it took about 20 minutes, and when i tought her "levade" it took about 5 minutes. The owner says shes not trained any of this with the horse, and of course i didnt teach her any perfect levade or piaff, but at least she got the hang of it.

As soon as Nehnah understood something i quit the exercise, thats probably how she learned so fast.

We all have different memories off Nehnah, Jenny`s memory is probably that of when she almost fell off her.

I had broken my foot, and asked Jenny to ride Nehnah for me a while, and she did, One day i get a phone call from jenny telling me, she almost fell off.
" What?! You almost fell off Nehnah?? MY nehnah?? Did u get the right horse??"
" yes, your Nehnah, we were in the forest and a deer jumped out, and i got scared, but nehnah didnt, so i jumped to the side, but nehnah didnt"
" LMFAO! So you ALMOST Fell off my horse, Because, My horse didnt get scared??"
" Yes"

I have never laughed so hard, exept for on mine and Nehnahs first competition, she did about 20 lead changes, and there were not a single lead change in the program XD
THe judge laughed at us, THe audience laughed, I laughed, Karolina Laughed.
And nehnah was laughing on the inside i think too, as if to say " Look what i can do! I Know this! wohoo Look at me!!"

Nehnah had a fire in her eyes, and a calm in her mind, and loving and loyal state of mind in her heart when i had her, she was sweet and liked the attention i gave her.

Last time i saw her, the fire was gone, she was dirty, her mane tangled and she looked depressed and almost sad.

I dont have the money to buy Nehnah now, But i swear, and i Have told Nehnah as well.
Even if she`s 20 when i get the money, I WILL Buy Nehnah.
And i will make sure her last years, will become many, and she will be happy.

I`ll bring the fire back.