Sky Fire och Loss of Fire

ok, here comes allot of info.

Yesterday jenny came to my place and we coloured our hair and watched a movie :D YAY

At 01,35 am we got a phone call that Lotta, the owner of kennel Sky fire, her house was on fire, we did not know how many dogs were ok but gran was to drive there and pick them up.

Lotta had 9 dogs in total.

Shortly after gran had driven, i got another phone call, she was stuck in the snow, because of course there was a bad snow storm...I ran upstairs and woke Ann louise up and we got her truck and went to help gran out of the snow.
Poor Jenny had to stay home with the dogs and keep the house warm for us, since we didnt know the condition of the dogs we were to pick up.

We arrived at grans car which was stuck in about 50 cm snow, we pushed and pushed, and i had not had the time to put sox on so it was cold and wet feet when we got home later on.

I had to push away the snow with my hands and i had no gloves, and then i pushed as gran drove the car and ann louise had the truck to pull grans car up, it took about 30 min before we got it loose.

we finally arrived at the house, and there was just nothing left of it.

We got to where Lotta was staying, poor woman she had only managed to save a bathrobe, that was all.
I saw her and that was just the shell of a person, and i fought so hard to hold the tears back, but it was just sad.
4 dogs out of 9 dogs was all that had made it.

We got the shocked dogs into the car and made our way home, on the way home we almost drove into a deer, almost drove off the road about 5 times and drove into an other car...

We got home at around 5 am. Then we went to bed.

---------- Nehnah --------------------------------

After this i needed to get my mind of things and tried to talk to Stefan but i just got upset at him for no reason so i decided to go visit Nehnah.
Me and jenny went outside to give her a grooming.

Now i ended up with a broken heart.

Nehnah had no muscles, No fat, We felt her ribs, her hooves are rotting away. What a great life it is.

It doesnt help that her stall is filled with poo and pee, and its supposed to be light brown and dry in there, but its black and wet and when u walk on it u can feel how wet it is. She has to sleep in that.

She had a strange wound which seemed infected on her lower lip, she had wounds on her hips from trying to lay down.

I am to upset to give you the photos now, but there will be photos.

I dont know if i can mend this broken heart.