Faults must be mine

My dads mum promised to come here and help me pack, which was PERFECT untill she told me she cant because shes on waiting list for surgery, and shes afraid they`ll call her. I doubt they will call her on a saturday, but ok...

So i`m kind of angry with ppl for letting me down atm, when i realised i shouldnt be. People, friends specially have never done me anything wrong, they are just busy with their lives and things they have to do, December is a busy month. And for my dads mum, shes having surgery not much to do.

So im not upset, i realised the fault is probably with me, maybe i dont show that i care enough or something, whatever it may be. Its not my friends or my family, sorry if i ever made u feel blamed.

So now it sucks i have to pay about 1000 kr to get my things moved by a company, that will store them, they take 85 kr per kvm...
it just kinda sucks to pay 1000 kr for them to pick my things up, and drive them to their storage only 15 min away... expensive hour sallary...
anyhow its the only solution now.

Other than that i`m writing on my essay and its going good, i wrote about 3 societies today and i only have france under Louis XIV and Ancient Egypt left :) Feels good and on time.

I´m gonna try and have it ready on sunday to send to my step dad so he can read it through and correct, then hand it in on monday at 12. after that its japanese studies 24/7 for a week. and the 14th I have my oral exam =S
During this i have to pack and call Myrorna to pick up the stuff i dont need and sort out what i need and dont need and so on :( BUSY BUSY BUSY