dont want to hurt me but see how deep the bullet lies

So i woke up around 10 this morning, my back is hurting because of my stomache sores ( mag sår) so i took sum meds and got up to shower, todays plans are;
- to make sure everything from Niklas is down in the basement.
- check
-To clean a bit and move my couch
- To read 50 pages in my history book
- Take the dogs into the forest and just enjoy the silence

Todays song is > Placebo - Running up that Hill - from the album "sleeping with ghosts" <

" Doesnt hurt me,
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know
Know that it doesnt hurt me
You wanna hear about the deal i`m making
You * be running up that hill*
You and Me * be running up that hill*

And if i only could
Make a deal with God
and get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that Hill
Be running up that building
If i only could...oh...

You dont wanna hurt me
But see how deep the bullet Lies
unaware that i`m tearing you asunder
There`s thunder in our hearts baby
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me we both matter don`t we?

You..*be running up that hill
You and me * be running up that hill*
You and me won`t be unhappy

And if i only could
Make a deal with God
And get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If i only could...oh...

C`mon baby, C`mon C`mon Darling
Let me steal this moment from you now
C`mon angel C`mon C`mon Darling
Let`s exchange the experience.

And if i only could
Make a deal with god
And get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that Hill
With no problems...

If i Only could Be running up that hill...."