A Lone wolf...

... Howls in the distance.
Today at least i got stuff done, Clean, did Laundry, studied, went to a lesson.
and despite the productivity i`m stuck with this numbness.
it`s awkward how it comes and goes, one day its there and the next minute its gone only to come back.

" Why does it feel like Night today
Something in here`s not right today
Why am i so uptight today
Paranoia is all i got left
I don`t know what stressed me first
Or how the preassure was fed

But i know just what it feels like to
Have a voice in the back of my head

It`s like a face that i hold inside
A Face that awakes when i close my eyes
A face that watches everytime i lie
A face that laughs everytime i fall
( And watches everything)

So i know that when it`s
time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It`s like i`m Paranoid
Looking over my back
it`s like a whirlwind
inside of my head
It`s like i can`t stop
what i`m hearing within
It`s like the face inside
Is right beneath my skin

I know i´ve got a face
in me, points out all my
mistakes to me
You`ve got a face on the
inside too
and your paranoia is
probably worse

I don´t know what set
me off first
But i know what i cant stand
Everybody acts like the fact
of the matter is
I can`t add up to what you can

But everybody has a face
that they hold inside
A Face that awakes when i
close my eyes
A face that watches
everytime they Lie
A face that laughs everytime they fall
( And watches everything)

So that you know when its time to sink or swim.
That the face inside is watching you too.
Right inside your skin.

Its like i`m paranoid
Lookking over my back
It`s like a whirlwind
inside of my head
Its like i can`t stop
what i`m hearing within
It`s like the face inside is right beneath my skin."